December 2011
1 post
Masakit na pag ikaw nagsabi eh. Alam mo yun?! 
Dec 9th
November 2011
1 post
History
Why are most histories painful to look back on?  Hell, even when I click on the History tab of Chrome, there’s pain upon seeing that one name with that little star.  Yes, I know. I didn’t mean to. I don’t want to. But I know.  And wow, really, everyday?! E-V-E-R-Y-D-A-Y.  You kill me with your history. You just kill me with your history. 
Nov 4th
October 2011
1 post
Counting Down the Days
I can be really selfish when it comes to following my dreams. My past relationships failed because I would always choose my career over the person. I would choose career and success over love in a drop of a hat. That is the kind of girl I am.  When I planned of going here to Singapore in high hopes of living in greener pasture, I did not tell my boyfriend. I intentionally kept this from him until...
Oct 1st
September 2011
5 posts
Sep 23rd
Sep 23rd
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Sep 21st
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The difference between men and women after a break...
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Sep 21st
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Sep 1st
August 2011
5 posts
Do you remember September?
——————————————————————— *silence is golden* ———————————————————————
Aug 31st
#whatyouhaveleftinme
FEAR. DOUBT. HURT. -Scars that I might carry for life. :(
Aug 28th
October 16, 2011
I’ll see you here soon.  This time, no more heart-breaking goodbyes at the airport. Oh how I love the thought of that. Haha!  FINALLY. :)
Aug 22nd
“There are a lot of ironies with love, but the one you should be careful of is...”
Aug 9th
What the weather says today...
“It doesn’t mean I have forgotten just because I chose to forget. Like a buried remnant of a sunken ship, you know it lies deep, deep in the heart of the ocean still. It is there. Buried but not totally gone.”
Aug 3rd
July 2011
3 posts
i miss you
You know you really love a person when tears start running down your face even before your feet could take a step away. :(
Jul 20th
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Jul 12th
Silence and Truths
I was taking my nightly strolls and as always, my mind took a stroll of its own yet again. And tonight’s route is the above mentioned title. So, here’s what I pondered on while *peacefully* enjoying my walk: Choosing to be silent is not always a good thing. I’m sure, at some point, you know you wonder what could have happened had you chosen to speak up and fight for yourself....
Jul 3rd
June 2011
2 posts
Subsob sa Trabaho.
I just feel so freakin’ T-I-R-E-D in more ways than one. Yet, as crazy as it sounds, I’d rather work than go to a house that is just a house. I’d rather exhaust myself to death with work I can’t recognize any need other than sleep because when I’m idle, I’d only feel melancholy and that is not good for me. Still, at the end of the day and the job’s over...
Jun 24th
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May 2011
7 posts
Wala Lang.
Good intentions are nothing.  At the end of the day, it’s always my fault.  Whatever I felt, whatever is my trouble…..is nothing compared to the world’s.  So that makes me nothing then. Yeah, I’m just…nothing. 
May 30th
Tales of LDR
I was having a conversation about long distance relationships with a newfound friend. Well, we really we’re just talking about random things like how ironic it was that we both dislike eating peanuts but love kare-kare, na ang malamigin namin when in fact SG’s weather is just freakin’ burning right now, etc. etc. Then we ended up talking about LDR coz we’re both rocking the...
May 22nd
May 21st
“I was so busy loving you. I wanted you to feel special and loved in every way, everyday. I tell you I miss you even after we just parted. I call you out of the blue just cause I want to hear your voice. I take care of you when you feel bad because I feel worse than you do when you’re down. I tell you I love you in every way I know how to say it, to show it.  And you? You were busy...
May 16th
Just My Two Cents & Nothing Much
It’s funny and sad at the same time that those who give their best in a relationship are the ones who end up taken for granted. And they say love begets love. The ugly reality is it is not always the case. Many get into a relationship thinking that if they give it their all, their partners will never leave them. While there is nothing wrong with loving someone so much, I think we should all learn...
May 9th
May 6th
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Home Is Where My Heart Is
Tonight is just so terrible. I miss home so much. I miss my family, I miss my friends, I miss Richard…I just miss my life back in PH.  I’m living my plan. Those who knew me way back then would agree that I have always wanted to do this - to go abroad and live beyond my comfort zone and say “this right here is true independency!”  Now that I’m here, all I can feel is...
May 3rd
April 2011
4 posts
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Apr 5th
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March 2011
12 posts
Fighting Demons
He didn’t give me any reason to mistrust, but the world did. When you’ve experienced to hope with all that you are only to find in the end that what you held dear were really nothing but lies shaped into believable truths, how do you hold on to faith lost?  I know it’s damn unfair to place the sin of the world on a single man’s shoulder and I am trying so hard not to, but...
Mar 29th
What I Want To Do In the Next 37 Days
1. Kumain sa Yakimix, Soms at Banapple 2. Mag bowling 3. Mag jogging sa Ayala Triangle then kumain sa BFast right after 4. Mag swimming sa condo dahil sa tagal ng pag stay ko dun, NEVER pa akong nakapag swimming dun! Hello association dues! 5. Mag videoke 6. Maglaro ng Pang Pang Paradise (iilan lang may alam nito for sure) 7. Mag road trip habang tumutugtog sa background ang Rocketeer...
Mar 23rd
Beginning Today
Every day it gets so real. The closer I see the pages of time turn, the more I am hounded by the clock’s ticking sound.  I used to think that people who leave always have it easier than those who are left behind. But now that I’m wearing a different shoe, I’m realizing that while it may not be equally hard, it still is hard to pack things and go take the next flight out.  ...
Mar 20th
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Mar 18th
THE ANGRY THERAPIST: On Finding a Mate (stance) →
theangrytherapist: I think we put too much weight on shells and labels. I think at the end of the day, the question you should ask yourself when looking for a mate is this: How does he make you feel? The answer should be beautiful. Each man has his own way of doing it, depending on his gifts. And from here, you can…
Mar 18th
110 notes
Clockwork
My head is a jumbled mess. Restful sleep has been evading me lately and I find that I don’t want to be alone by myself for fear that I’ll end up thinking. No matter how much I exhaust myself physically and make days appear to have no end, I still find my brain actively working past its bedtime. Sometimes though I’m lucky and on good nights I get to sleep at 12mn then wake up by...
Mar 14th
I haven’t woken up to a bad dream in ages. Everything felt so real. So real, that even the pain was palpable. My pillow case was wet from tears I didn’t know I was shedding.  I don’t know who she was as I could not vividly make a face out of the shadow. I don’t know her but I felt like I knew her. She came like a ghost from the past and took my hope away. She did it with...
Mar 10th
Mar 9th
The Girl on Fire: Annie Leibovitz's Disney Dream... →
ksagey: Scarlett Johansson as Cinderella Rachel Weisz as Snow White Jessica Biel as Pocahontas   Jeff Bridges as the Beast and Penelope Cruz as Belle from Beauty and the Beast Mikhail Baryshnikov as Peter Pan, Gisele Bündchen as Wendy and Tina Fey as Tinkerbell Julie Andrews as the Blue Fairy from Pinocchio and Abigial Breslin as Fira from Disney Fairies   Jennifer Lopez as...
Mar 9th
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I guess I’ll never grow roots.  I was born with wings and to clip it would amount to death, so to speak. I am meant to travel the world. I am destined to go places. I was made to fly.  Still, I know home. I may never grow roots, but I know when to fly home.  I KNOW HOME. 
Mar 7th
February 2011
14 posts
If every beat shall hurt, then so be it. If with every breath drawn there is difficulty, then so be it.  If waking up to unsteady pounding is an everyday occasion, then so be it.  Fight to live for life is much too short to be wasted on being scared. After all, who knows when bright eyes will stop to see sunshine?  Love.Laugh.Live. AMEN. =)
Feb 24th
Keep Her Dancing Shoes
When the music starts playing, skirts come flying,  and laughter fills the air. When you come and take her hand,  lead her to the band, and deep into her eyes, you stare.  The world starts spinning,  and she starts dreaming of forever and kept promises. Up above a cloud,  without worry or doubt, untold fear, she misses. The floor is make believe, just like stories you keep, and...
Feb 15th
“Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And...”
–  Captain Corelli’s Mandolin. (via desconlu)
Feb 15th
Feb 15th
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Feb 10th
“Never wound what you can’t kill.”
– Eddie Brock/Venom, Spider Man 3 (via quote-book)
Feb 10th
713 notes
When every lyric of a song reminds you of what you don’t want to be reminded… When every note strikes a painful chord… When the melody brings you back to a time you have long forgotten… Turn the radio off. Switch songs on your Ipod. Then again, every song ends. EVERY SONG ENDS.
Feb 8th